Being A Playwright....

i would type about the lecture on what we learned...about how informative the 6 elements: character, thought, plot....etc....was to learn and about how i learned the type of researching playwrights do in order to do a successful drama......but instead i want to reflect on the exercise Prof. had us do at the end of class.....
we were told to close our eyes and picture basically our "self" being kinda bad and good i guess....we know our self the best and we are scared of our self at times as well.....as i pictured my self telling me to come in, and i repeated no, over and over until i asked myself "why?"....and i kept hearing "just do it!"...then i said "no, i'm scared".....and the response i heard was "it's so much easier to come in"....well, i won't put out all my business(lol)...but basically i had a huge tug-of-war going on and i never moved....i stayed in the same place....oh well, this may not be the most exciting blog, but i sure got something out of it....i hope to do more exercises about this...learning more about my self, doing the little activities helps me to express myself a little more.....and expressing yourself...giving more, opening up, not have that fear is what this seems to be all about!